wahx...is zit got bad luck...wadever i do oso fail...ya...juz blog ten blog entry delete...yuks...gonna type out again...

ya...i feel so disappointed,pissed,useless,depressed todae...dunno why...but things happen everydae...it gets worst...is there trust between us...i mean...i gave her so many chances liao...yet trust is broken...how many times did she promised...not once but many...i din broke it...she did...dun she feel anything...she juz act as if nothing has happen...i feel so hurt...so many times...but the impact is greater each time trust is broken...ya...u made mi ur scapegoat is bad enuff 4 mi to take it...yet u you tried framed mi up is worst...wad most horrendous is tt u broke the trust i gave u...k i still trust u...i mean i dun wan break friendship...i wan to help but u use mi...i realli dunno wad to sae...but i'm disappointed...ya...juz hope tt someone did it accidentally...ya...dunno wad shd do...argh...why am i alwaes in such a position...i cant take it anymore...it happens so many time...n tis is worst...argh...be betta off if i juz kill miself...

ya...streamin results out...i feel so doubt...undeceisive...haha...dunno la...follow mi heart i guess...tt will help...ya...lookin back frm the dae hols start...i been to skool all dae...ya...n everydae come home abt 6...isnt it equilivant to norm skool plus cca...haha...but hu cares...i mean...nid to do guides most of the time...i love it...robotics...hmmm...got competition...i in technical...for FRS...ten they wan mi control robot in playin field...ya...dunno la...had been slackin anywae...cos most meetin clashes...so cant go...ya...though hols r so busy...n repeatin history every yr 4 the fact tt i cant go overseas...not even in malaysia...i give up hope...tt i wud travel once i grow up...ya...forget it...ppl have been to so many places...ya...so mi juz read bk c pictures k liao...haha...speakin abt travellin...i juz travelled...ard civil district area 4 heritage tour...

haha...it was fun mann...went on 3rd nov...with pearlyn,[sherry,karyn,sy(wore skirt)]...ya...did much walkin 4 3 hours...haha...took lotta photos...n learnt alot...haha...n the best thing...most memorable is tt i did a baby freeze outside aome art gallery...cool...pearlyn took pics...yeah...ya...went supreme court,cathedral,war memorial,old parliament,raffles landin sites,victoria concert hall,museum n lots...it fun...went padang oso...din believe tt padang is a grass land...though even though grassland shd be more special...haha...had a great time luffin...ya...doin heritage tour...ya...got advise...it be hot under hot burnin sun...ten betta have the map of singapre...do orienteerin to find ur way(haha...not orienteerin la...but betta have map...)ya...

wahx...i so lookin fwd to LTC...yeah...it rox...ten guides camp,Guides cip n other guides stuff esp fire structure...yeah...we rox...ten church stuff like camps,outin...so fun...ya...for the thousandth time...i muz sae...i din regret joinin guides...cos it rox rox rox...i love guides forever even after i die...mi loyalty to guides will be there...ya...

ya...singapore idol i muz sae...ya...heng oli nv get out...ya...juz hope tt oli n sly will be in finals...they both rox...rox...rox...ya...ten the champion channel8 show 9am...ya...tt show rox too...haha...

ya...juz hope tt tmr be oki...hope k c movie tmr...butu den doin cip i tink...cip is fun...but ya...tirin...todae...i did 2hrs n 45mins...haha...did the shildren section...i was practically seein the books...so funnt,lame,kiddie,but haha...it was slack...

met evn,beat,sylvia n liming in singapore post todae...cos mi, elaine n sy wanted go there 4 lunch...ten haha...got wadever modellin stuff...ya...haha...elaine got in 4 reserve..cool rite...haha...saw KIM WALKEMAN wadever her name...she SUX...ya...haha...they had to catwalk in front of judges obviously i din do la...haha...ya...but tel u la...the ppl ther all sux...bitchs i muz sae...they look so plastic..haha...nah...i shdnt be bad...ya...haha...

oh wells...feel betta now after bloggin...do i sux?hmmm...tel mi mann...hu noes...